So this is basically my real time alters; before Jamie is a doctor and stuff.  This is pretty much what's gone on recently, so I thought I'd document it in the style of a story.  If it's a little slower paced than the last I apologise, but I promise you there is drama - a lot of it!  Butcha, all of it is pretty much true, but there are some things that will be fabricated for entertainment purposes :)

Anyway - after so long, imma starting again - let's hope I keep this one up this time!

Title:  Family Life
Part: Prologue
Rating: PG
Prequel: Accidentally In Love
Written By: Jessica (aka. me)
Characters: My alters (c)

 

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Yo Yo Yo what's up!

if you want to get in touch with me or any of the boys, please contact us ^^
xjessicakesx.deviantart.com
facebook.com/1jessicakes
xbeautiful_simplicityx@hotmail.co.uk

please bear in mind that i dont add strangers on fb so you will have to email me first :3
just because i've had SO many anonymous comments here, and if anyone wants to chat IRL then please add us!

please dont forget, the realism and detail i put into my characters simply come because of my condition (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_identity_disorder) i hope you like us all :)


i have an idea at the moment to release the REAL story of how jamie and eddie got together etc. but it will be a little more boring than the AIL story - simply because it's not as dramatic

but now i am at university; i wrote AIL starting when i was 13 so it was a long time ago!  i may not be able to write as much now, but i shall try.

thank you all for being so amazing and supportive!!!!! :D

Jamie and Eddie.

 

"Wishes"
=p

xjessicakesx.deviantart.com/art/Eddie-and-Jamie-152908686

click to view ^^

Title: Shoot Down The Stars
Sequel Of: 'Accidentally In Love'
Author: JB4eva1
Chapter: Chapter 2 - pt 1
Disclaimer: I own ALL!

 

( *Lit Up The World As I Fell Asleep~ )

Title: Shoot Down The Stars
Sequel Of: 'Accidentally In Love'
Main Character focus: Jake, Jamie & family.
Author: JB4eva1
Chapter: Chapter 1 - pt 2
Disclaimer: I own ALL!

 

( *If Ten Million Fireflies~ )

Title: Shoot Down The Stars
Sequel Of: 'Accidentally In Love'
Main Character focus: Jake, Jamie & family.
Author: JB4eva1
Chapter: Chapter 1 - pt 1
Disclaimer: I own ALL!
Dedication: To all that read it.

 

( *You Would Not Believe Your Eyes~ )

dammit

went to see a film with my bf and his friends tonight
turned out that there was an opening scene which brought out a lot of horrible flashbacks for me...
and i ended up switching to oliver who is only 7..
i could feel myself switching but i had this overwhelming exhaustion which just took away any ability for me to hold control whilst i was having these flashbacks
now i'm back and i am feeling exhasburated (dont shoot me on the spelling)
oliver is very dormant so its not usual for him to come out... it was probably to do with the scene. either way, he sat there terrified for... about two and a half hours (we went at 8.30, it is now nearly 12) but he just cried when he got out apparently.

my poor bf =[
i feel like such a burden.

i can only remember the beginning and a little of the finish of the movie.. so i missed a massive chunk

blugh

may just go to bed now and feel guilty about wasting my lovers time...

maybe? =/




my god, how long did it take me to get the shots?
meh
a little persuasion and co-conciousness can sometimes work wonders =]
may incorporate myself in the shot ^^
still
only filming to do now =] x

So
I think I may have lost a friend. Not just any friend though; a best friend. She met this guy (who is nearly 10 years her senior) and got together with him, moved in and opened her legs. Since then, she hasn't bothered to keep in contact with us; our best friend circle thingy. We've tried to offer her out but everytime she either doesnt answer her phone or she has something planned. This has been going on for months now and I think I'm losing this battle.

The worst thing is I think she's being emotionally blackmailed since she came crying to me the last time I saw her telling me he threatened to commit suicide and keep driving on his motorbike til he crashed into the back of a car.

I've tried everything to get her to talk to me, but it's just not working.

Have I lost her?

thinking of creating seperate accounts for my stories and my DID...

on another note i feel pretty deflated today =/
i suppose i'm just talking to myself in a way
so then again i suppose no one really has to understand what i'm rambling about